My mind is an endless battle
Of weakness and might
Of hopes and desperation
Of euphoric happiness
and melancholic sadness

My mind is a constant clash
Of the rightist and leftist sides of the brain
Of reckless free will and a sense of responsibility
Of ill prejudices and reasonable judgments

My mind is a neverending war
Of instinctive decisions and complex calculations
Of unstoppable thirst for adventures and a wish to curl at home
Of immense wants of changes and keeping things more of the same
Of a need to be part of others and to be left all alone

My mind is an ever-flaring combat
Of determination to exist and to disappear
Of eagerness to lead and be a mere follower
Of a passion for fame and to stay out of the spotlight
Of ambitions to conquer and a simple wish to settle

O yes my mind is an eternal battleground
Of that perfect self-control and emotional bursts
Of deep serious thoughts and foolish light daydreams
Of unaffected skepticism
and a hundred percent naiveness

O will my mind ever flee the forever fight?
Of a willing to grow up and to remain a child
Of boyish traces and womanly desires
Of worldly impulses and heavenly hopes

How can a mind be so conflicting?
How do two lateral poles lie rigid in a soul?
How sometimes I wish to kill the inconsistencies
Yet the other times I dub them very precious part of me

My mind is an endless battle
Which perhaps I shouldn't be so worrisome about
To some extent it makes my world colorful
And without it I'd never be me